This is meant for someone who was special in my life. There was alot i needed to say to her before she left. I never took a day to tell her... the respect I felt for her, To thank her for the knowledge I learned from her. Even though she thought I wasn't listening I was. I didn't let her know it. I remember every piece of advice she gave me. I just felt like the world should know that I guess.

Worries,grief,stress...all bad.So you gotta take it one day at a time.Mabe you got someone mabe you don't ,but know this you always have you! lol Thats comforting isn't it? Like my previous entry we all know what the faults are. I used to think everyone else were the messed up ones, but im apart of that i guess.

Uh lets see day two. Realization. Time to wake up and realize how this world works. Is there really any good people out there? I mean really? This world sucks big time. If I had my choice I would go back to the pioneer days. It was dangerous, but everyone worked together. If someones house burnt down the whole town was there to rebuild. If your child got sick the women helped each other. Everyone used to look out for one another. Now it is every man for himself right? It just really sucks for everyone that their own vanity is the #1 thing that is most important to them. I could go on all day about the war, the politics, peoples morales, whats right, whats wrong, but im not going to, because if you read this you already know whats wrong...

The beginning of a new day,and maybe for some a new life. If today is a bad one remember it, and try to make tomorrow a better one. Take advice lightly especially from someone who doesn't even have their own life in order. Not everyone is the same. Patience is a virtue, and in this life it is needed badly.